By Don Kenton Henry
He works in the quiet corner of a dank and darkened gym
It reeks of the sweat of men of color and the working stiff
Alone, it’s just the mirror, the floor, and him
Gone are the days he was all angle iron and barbed wire
on two feet fighting for fun or hire
Yet his hands are wrapped tight as his hardened core
Hardened still, but less so than years before
At one time, the first―his fists―were like ten-pound stones
The other―his core―like a granite slab
Only now, he feels the grind of the cracks that run through them . . .
But he’s tapped for this fight and steps into the ring once more
For now, he jabs at his opponent who smoothly counters punch for punch
And he slides along the wall taking cover under his jab―
Protects his chin under a shoulder hunched
As each fighter shuffles to the rhythm of his plan
Too well each knows the other man
In his mind, he is the pugilist young and elusive
The sweet scientist
A feint, a slip, a bob and a weave, luring the old guy in
Then suddenly impetuous―the brawling banger!
He lets loose his famous left hook which he drives from his hips
All the way from South Chicago to East Philly
It’s one that’s caused many a pug to take leave of their senses
But the guy in the mirror just gives it a shrug, and into the breach he advances
He’s bold and he’s cold and not afraid to take chances
Strong on offense
And, though worn and torn, his opponent reminds him of someone he once knew in younger days
Someone who reminds him of his once careless ways
Light is in his corner but very dim
Still enough to illuminate the scars of the other man
The laced brows of bigotry, the thickened eyelids of narcissism, the cauliflower ears―one of infidelity the other of conceit
They are less trophies than sins
He feels the guilt that comes from knowing, at one time―to him―there was no difference
He sees that look in his eyes and the other guy sees and feels it too
He wants to take this guy out, make him feel pain, make him pay, make him lose
He wants to punish him for the smallest mistake
Today’s and yesterday’s
Prove that pride is a costly corner man
A double jab, a hook to the rib―break that floater! Feel it crunch all the way through the glove, up the forearm and into his shoulder―then a cross to twist the chin―to twist the jaw―to twist the spine then―hopefully―lights out
Let blood, sweat, and spittle fly across the ring, over the ropes, into the crowd
across the face of family and all who judge
But the punches seem to glance off
And the old guy keeps coming
The one guy he never handed a loss
The old guy carries with him a reminder of everything he ever walked away from
No―not fights or punches; he took the best and brunt of those, the judge’s cards be damned!
But from the loves, the smiles, the laughter, days spent with the young and the old, the hopes, the dreams and The Brass Ring of what is now lost and unfulfilled potential
And, closing the gap, his opponent now leads with his right―his strong hand―and catches him right in his conscience
His head reels, his ears ring, and so does the bell
And the guy in the mirror raises his left hand he calls “time” and his right hand he calls “past”
In a ring of “Broken Dreams”
Our fighter’s down on the canvas then awakens in bed, dripping in sweat
Until the next night when he steps in the ring with the stone-cold undefeated
A dark shadow in a black satin robe that bears his name in red . . . “Regret”
And once more our fighter digs deep in his guts, down deep into his soul . . .
And gives all for the upset
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